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This knife. I've been staring at it for nearly an hour as I sit here on my bed. The bruise on my left eye throbs, and there's a stinging on my leg from the large scrape running down it, my jeans soaked with blood and dirty water. My shirt is ripped, blood staining the tear from the slash on my collar bone... and I was fearful of when my mother found out that I "lost" my bookbag.

When really, it was taken from me.

Torture. Endless torture. It's the same thing every day from the same group of kids. Why do they attack me? What did I do wrong? I get good grades, I've never stolen, I've never abused drugs... I'm a good kid...

This knife. Just... one little puncture... and it'd all end... my suffering, my torment, my misery... and then they'd be happy. They'd be happy that I was finally gone... out of their lives... because I must've just been a terrible burden on them...

I raise the knife slowly to my jugular... the blade presses on the skin, and I'm ready to cut open my own throat... bleed out my filthy blood...

Wait...

I lower the knife.

I didn't do anything wrong... I never even spoke to them the first time we crossed paths. They just... came up to me and started pushing me around several years ago and never stopped. I tried to get the help from my parents and teachers, but all they did was give the kids a strict talking to. What does that do? NOTHING! I never did anything to them! I could've even been their friend!

This knife. It's not meant to kill me. It's not meant to take my life...

It's meant to take theirs.
if i could, i would track down every single person who's ever bullied me, including cyber bullies, and massacre them. slaughter them like the pigs they are. some may not agree with my belief in revenge, but that doesn't matter to me.
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lostlightxxx Jul 3, 2013  Student Writer
haha, i love this! i loveeeee the ending! good job
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varletlegion Jun 26, 2013  Student General Artist
Yup. I've got some people down on a little list of my own (not literally). True scum people are.
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Blazethecat4ever Jun 25, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
I was constantly bullied but it ignore them and evently the will give and find someone else
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varletlegion Jun 26, 2013  Student General Artist
It's hard to ignore getting punched in the face.
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Raqythetimelord Jun 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
If I could I wouldn't kill them, you have to be the better person but you are right, you did nothing wrong.
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Reitanna-Seishin Jun 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
you're right, i'd disfigure them so they'd have to live the rest of their lives getting bullied
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Raqythetimelord Jun 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes, and that makes you no better, why even give them the pleasure of crying when crying is for the hopeless (and in some cases hopeful) and somewhere in there you will always have hope.
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Reitanna-Seishin Jun 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
hmm. i cry a lot because i have manic depression. so i'm hopeless because i was born with my brain wired all fucked up? um, i want my bullies to suffer. it doesn't make me a bully, it makes me a seeker of revenge. end of story. please stop arguing with me.
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Raqythetimelord Jun 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's fine, and I'm sorry.
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Xx--MsBrightside--xX Jun 23, 2013  Student General Artist
Wow..
This is a great prose.
You should never try to get the teachers to talk to them.
It never works.
Sometimes..
But basically never.
I would do the same things..
But if I did..
I wouldn't be any better than them..
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