ShopDreamUp AI ArtDreamUp
Deviation Actions
last night, the manager that bullies me, brian, just went too far. i tried to stand my ground, but it was too much and i LOST it. i said, "i'm going home because i quit," and he actually seemed happy about it, which makes mike and i both suspect he did it on purpose. i was in a towering rage as i walked home, and some scary stuff happened when i got home, but at least i didn't do anything stupid AT the store. so this morning i actually went in to my boss and told him, "i like this job, and i need this job, but i can't handle brian anymore. i shouldn't be afraid to come to work." i also told him that he's done so much for me and he's the best boss ever, and probably WILL be the best boss i've ever had as i continue on my life's journey. good thing is, he's keeping me on as rehirable in case i ever want to return someday, which will be when brian leaves IF he leaves. he also is happy to let me use him as a reference and is willing to help me out with anything. he is THE coolest boss ever. i just gotta think of my health first. mike says "maybe this was supposed to happen."
so, i am gonna take a LITTLE time before i start looking for another job. in the meantime, there might be an explosion of products on my etsy, cause that's what i'm gonna focus on mostly. so many of you have helped me so much by donating and/or buying my stuff, and i am SO thankful, cause all together, YOU guys have paid for FOUR months of my medication!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT FRIGGIN HELPS ME?????????? i wish i had a teleporter and give every one of you a cupcake! A SUPER CUPCAKE!!!!!!!! nah, a cupcake wouldn't be enough.... :<
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew it WAS painful to say goodbye to my job, it was like breaking up with a good friend. but some day i will return. brian got promoted, and i know that sounds like a GOOD thing on his side, but it's not. he will not be able to handle all of that because he's extremely incompitant, except he puts on a good show for the big dogs. he also doesn't have certain liscenses to do certain things, like work in the pharmacy. and it's kinda hard to run stuff without being able to help in the pharmacy. and when he's gone, i'll be back.
so yea, stuff. woot. my heart is broken, but i'll be fine. more time to do some stuff. thank you guys for everything you've done and continue to do. this is why i consider you part of a HUGE family that i am lucky enough to be a part of. so i love you guys, i hope you know that.
so, i am gonna take a LITTLE time before i start looking for another job. in the meantime, there might be an explosion of products on my etsy, cause that's what i'm gonna focus on mostly. so many of you have helped me so much by donating and/or buying my stuff, and i am SO thankful, cause all together, YOU guys have paid for FOUR months of my medication!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT FRIGGIN HELPS ME?????????? i wish i had a teleporter and give every one of you a cupcake! A SUPER CUPCAKE!!!!!!!! nah, a cupcake wouldn't be enough.... :<
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew it WAS painful to say goodbye to my job, it was like breaking up with a good friend. but some day i will return. brian got promoted, and i know that sounds like a GOOD thing on his side, but it's not. he will not be able to handle all of that because he's extremely incompitant, except he puts on a good show for the big dogs. he also doesn't have certain liscenses to do certain things, like work in the pharmacy. and it's kinda hard to run stuff without being able to help in the pharmacy. and when he's gone, i'll be back.
so yea, stuff. woot. my heart is broken, but i'll be fine. more time to do some stuff. thank you guys for everything you've done and continue to do. this is why i consider you part of a HUGE family that i am lucky enough to be a part of. so i love you guys, i hope you know that.
something i found out about TTM and DTM
apparently trichotillomania and dermatillomania are on the "obsessive compulsive spectrum." it shares many similar symptoms of OCD, which I don't have, I only have an extreme case of perfectionism. this would mean that I would have a fourth other. however, even though I DEFINITELY have TTM and DTM, I don't know if the DSM 5 considers the conditions themselves to be forms of OCD. not only that, but unlike my manic depression, PTSD, and social anxiety disorder, I haven't gotten an official, professional diagnosis, and you guys know how I feel about self diagnosing. I'm hoping to figure that part out when I find a therapist after mike and I get
derm and trich
so I found r/trichotillomania and r/dermatillomania on reddit. I'm so happy about this, I've already gotten a lot of suggestions on how to avoid picking and pulling. for those of you who don't know, trichotillomania is the compulsive desire to pull out your hair, and dermatillomania is the compulsive desire to pick your skin. this is what dermatillomania can look like: https://www.deviantart.com/reitanna-seishin/art/This-is-Why-I-m-Not-Pretty-584422514
that was before I shaved my head, and you can see the trich at work on my brows and eye lashes. it hasn't gotten quite that bad since, at least, not on my face. since the first time I shaved m
Remember MidnightMuffin?
yeah, apparently, even though it's been SEVEN MONTHS since I blocked her, she's still not over it, and is continuing to harass me in the background, along with another one of her victims, one that she actually mentally and emotionally abused. I hadn't even thought of midnight up until this other victim shared their story, but when I found out she's still going on about this, I was PISSED. she's STILL telling lies about me, but now it's us, and she's still going on about those damn lines on a cartoon pony. well, DA had removed my journal calling her out on her lies the first time, but funnily enough, they did not remove HERS. I'm working on th
visual novel backgrounds?
I'm looking for any and all websites that offer FREE visual novel backgrounds (that aren't photographs). even deviantart and twitter accounts that clearly say the backgrounds are free to use, PLEASE comment with links to them. you will be helping me out a great deal.
© 2013 - 2024 Reitanna-Seishin
Comments74
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Cheer up! Besides, At least Anna didn't bug you while you we're still mad at him!