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I'm having problems with my computer, so unfortunately I can't upload any videos to youtube or submit any art. I'm actually working is safe mode right now. we have NO idea what's wrong, but I backed up all my stuff onto an external hard drive just in case we need to reinstall windows. it's not a virus, we think it has something to do with faulty drivers. but I'm not the expert, mike is.
on another note, I left my house yesterday! I went to Sempai's and spent the night, and we also saw some ducks and peacocks! once ol' compy stops being a dick, i'll post outdoor pictures! I'm finally making my step, you guys, I'm going to get over being agoraphobic. I'm also going to try and get pretty again, but that's going to be a bit harder I think. it wouldn't be so hard if I could sleep well and had the energy. I also seem to subconsciously want instant results, and that's not gonna happen. we'll get there. still no news about the doctor situation, but... let's just hope things fall into place soon.
on another note, I left my house yesterday! I went to Sempai's and spent the night, and we also saw some ducks and peacocks! once ol' compy stops being a dick, i'll post outdoor pictures! I'm finally making my step, you guys, I'm going to get over being agoraphobic. I'm also going to try and get pretty again, but that's going to be a bit harder I think. it wouldn't be so hard if I could sleep well and had the energy. I also seem to subconsciously want instant results, and that's not gonna happen. we'll get there. still no news about the doctor situation, but... let's just hope things fall into place soon.
something i found out about TTM and DTM
apparently trichotillomania and dermatillomania are on the "obsessive compulsive spectrum." it shares many similar symptoms of OCD, which I don't have, I only have an extreme case of perfectionism. this would mean that I would have a fourth other. however, even though I DEFINITELY have TTM and DTM, I don't know if the DSM 5 considers the conditions themselves to be forms of OCD. not only that, but unlike my manic depression, PTSD, and social anxiety disorder, I haven't gotten an official, professional diagnosis, and you guys know how I feel about self diagnosing. I'm hoping to figure that part out when I find a therapist after mike and I get
derm and trich
so I found r/trichotillomania and r/dermatillomania on reddit. I'm so happy about this, I've already gotten a lot of suggestions on how to avoid picking and pulling. for those of you who don't know, trichotillomania is the compulsive desire to pull out your hair, and dermatillomania is the compulsive desire to pick your skin. this is what dermatillomania can look like: https://www.deviantart.com/reitanna-seishin/art/This-is-Why-I-m-Not-Pretty-584422514
that was before I shaved my head, and you can see the trich at work on my brows and eye lashes. it hasn't gotten quite that bad since, at least, not on my face. since the first time I shaved m
Remember MidnightMuffin?
yeah, apparently, even though it's been SEVEN MONTHS since I blocked her, she's still not over it, and is continuing to harass me in the background, along with another one of her victims, one that she actually mentally and emotionally abused. I hadn't even thought of midnight up until this other victim shared their story, but when I found out she's still going on about this, I was PISSED. she's STILL telling lies about me, but now it's us, and she's still going on about those damn lines on a cartoon pony. well, DA had removed my journal calling her out on her lies the first time, but funnily enough, they did not remove HERS. I'm working on th
visual novel backgrounds?
I'm looking for any and all websites that offer FREE visual novel backgrounds (that aren't photographs). even deviantart and twitter accounts that clearly say the backgrounds are free to use, PLEASE comment with links to them. you will be helping me out a great deal.
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I hope things will go well for you. The broken computer's a shame. Congratulations on going out!